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Kinda sick :/

2017-10-03 11:05:56 by MinecraftGirl2

Hey Guys,

So this week i haven’t been feeling to well. I have a headache, my stomach hurts and I’m kinda dizzy and some other things I am not going to go into. But I have been really busy. With not feeling to well and the fact that I am most of the time busy with school it’s been really hard to be active on here. I try my best but it’s a bit harder than it seems. Anyway I hope after this week I will feel better and can be as active as I first was but I first have to recover from this as well as have a bit more time than I have now. I hope you all are okay with that, I try my best to still post something especially with Inktober because I wanted to participate in that but it’s a bit hard. Mabey I will for the first time ever participate but not do it every day but once a week, that would be a lot of fun to do. I hope I can make time for that ^_^

Anyway maybe you haven’t seen yet but I have 32 fans O_O when I saw that I was so surprised and so happy. I never thought I could have so many people care or even want to see my work. This means a lot to me and thanks to everyone who follows me or even has seen some things of what I can do. I hope I will go a long way from here but until now thanks so much you made me really happy. 

And to these people I will say extra thank you for following me ^_^
(and if your new here don’t forget to check these amazing people)

Anyway here are the names of all the awesome people who have been supporting me from the beginning or a couple weeks ^_^

@botnot435
@CoolNinjaTMNTfan
@Distroyer120
@GobSmacked
@JustAPunnyGuy

@JamesHatfeld
@PancakePocket
@StaticSkull
@Unicorns223
@Alexwilsoncomposer

@MassGas
@3AceNG
@Carlos01
@Croude
@drake-rex

@HazzaTimmy
@JMations98
@LunacyOfficial
@Mochipet
@Skiddle

@stewardhklarlover
@WiLD11
@Ante45
@Cholos
@DarkDruid5

@G4CEsz-Officia
@Jabicho
@M4dMonst3r
@Mr-Insanity97
@ss4GOKU890

@Tadiel
@MchectorII

Thanks to all of you and i hope we will all go a long way ^_^

Anyway when i get better i will write more of the story of New Friends <3 so keep looking forward to that ^_^

now enjoy this music and have an awesome day ;) 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QAOMIH7cgh0



Hey Guy's 

So a bit of the topic but i entered the story writing contest on NG. i thought because i wrote already alot i could enter for the contest to show my skills and just have alot of fun ^_^ i wrote alot and it's probebly just the first part of the story. i just really wanted to share this. in my next post i will continue with my story of ''New Friends <3'' because i really enjoy writing that. just enjoy this little side story and next time i'll continue the other story. 

i hope you all like it ^_^

 

My Helloween Contest story:

 

His arms are tied, his feet are tied. his eyes are twitching like he has a terrible nightmare right now. i put my hand slowly on his head. he is not awake right now but that will come soon. i smile because the thoughts going trough my head are so awefull it makes my skin crawl. i turn his head slightly to the right and see how his beautiful face glows in the light. i put a nail on his cheek and slowly scratch my nail down to his chin.

i let his head go and he goes into a sleeping position on the chair. of course he is stuck so he looks a bit goofy like if your sleeping in a car without leaning against something. i turn around and see the washing machine, of course i wouldn't use it for that but for something else. of course i leave it alone and walk to a small table that is near the wall. there is a silver plate on the table. most people could use it for cookies or put a vace on it or something but me i use it for something much more interesting. there are all kind of sharp objects on the table. i grab a little knife and play with it in my hand while walking up to the guy. I’m so curious how my new toys will work on my players.

‘'sweetheart wake up, it's time to play' i hide the knife behind my back and try to wake the guy up. He doesn’t wake up, he is probebly in a deepsleeper but with bit of pushing him around i find a way to wake him up. i grab a cup of a special drink i made for him. the smell is so strong and disgusting i can not even hold it close but if this is the only way it has to happen it has to be done. i slowly put the cup underneath his nose of the guy and after a couple seconds later he almost jumps out of his seat. luckly i tied him down so the only thing that happens is that he falls over. i giggle a bit and put his chair back in the position it was standing in.

'haha welcome back' the guy looks confused like he doesn't know what happend before. he looks around the room but there is not alot to see. the only thing he could see was the washing machine, a little table with my new favorite toys and in the middle of the room a table with 4 chairs around it. 'w...w...whe...where am i?' he almost can't speak because he is in shock but i love to answer it. 'aahhww you don't remember? what a pity, you made a promise remember. just like the other two' he looks confused and tries to look around if he can see if there are any other people. 'hahaha aaahww nonono they are not here they are upstairs sleeping, unfortuanally i couldn't bring them downstairs with you strugeling. You really where a fighter but you know you couldn’t win from me. there is alot more than just my pretty face, the first hour i could take you but you got annoying  so i gave you some sleeping pills, and they worked well' he looks at me like i'm a ghost and did somthing horrible.

 

'why do you look so scared and angry i didn't do anything wrong you know, but in the next hour you will i'm sure' his eyes widen because he hears the most terrifying voice in his life. 'come come i'll set you down at the table and you can choose even witch side you can sit on' i smile at him and he still  doesn't react on what i'm saying. 'hmm.... your not really a talker, that suprises me for how you treated the girls around the school... i gues some situations just make you weak right? hahaha aaahww poor you if you kept your promise this would have never happend' he looks at me confused like i said some riddle but i igore it and drag his chair to the table. i kick one chair away so i can put his chair in his place. 'you know i have to get the other two now okay? i expect you to stay right here and not move, do you understand?' he nods and i am glad he does. 'good you wouldn't want me to play with you first right? i would love to test some new sharp toys i got but it would be such a waste'

i pull a little staircase from the wall and walk upstairs. the guy seems like a f*ckboy but you will never know how he will do with gambeling. he loves to keep people under control but can he save his life with that or not. we will see. finally i come upstairs and walk towards the kitchen where a guy and a girl lay on the ground. i pull the guy over my shoulder and hold the girl in my arms. they are both very light what i didn't expect that but, it's a pleasant suprise. they came to visit an hour ago and they where the perfect mach to join my game so i gave them something to drink with the sleeping pill in it. the pill worked really fast and i could get myself prepaired, after all i'm the card master.

I drag the two down stairs and tie them both down to a chair. i walk around again to find the drink who woke up the first one. it wasn't long until both of them woke up, they where just as confused as the first one was but this time the girl started screaming. she was yough but she couldn't keep still so i needed to take some measures. i grabbed a peace of clothl and walked behind her chair.

i took the peace of cloth and tied her mouth shut. of course she tried to scream but it wasn't effective. 'you know little girl we are going to play a game. i'm sure you like games right?' she nods her head. 'hmm... i'm suprised. why are you screaming than? the walls are sound proof so nobody can hear you, so stop screaming!! or your the first one to lose some limbs okay' the girl imeaditly is quite and nods she didn't want that.

 

i walk back and look at the table all three are there and all my things are set up. now we can start the game. i'm so excited. 'welcome all of you, you probebly wonder why your here right? i can explain hihi. you made a promise somewhere with me and you broke it after getting 3 chances. you agreed you would play a deadly mach if you would break the promise and here we are. of course you don't remember how you got here and what your promise was but you'll get to know when your last letter dissapears'’ they all look shocked like i'm some crazy ring master but of course i'm not. i'm nuts but not crazy those are not the same thing right? hmm... doesn't matter. they did somthing and they agreed it's there fault that they ended up here.

i walk around the table and stop by one of the guys. ''hihihi your a pretty boy but will that save you?'' i start petting his head like he is a dog or car i own. ''so here are the rules, it's a simple game that a friend told me of. so here are the rules:’’

‘’the master will lay down 5 cards. On those cards are 5 symbols. A heart, cross, triangel, cirkel and one line. The master so me can lay the cards down in any order they want. I will lay the cards face down so you can’t see what order i placed them in. after i layed the cards down, you all choose your order to place the same cards in. you also will face them down. If everyone is done placing the cards face down i will first turn the cards upwards so you can see what order i put the cards in. i hope for you all that you will have the same order as me. if you have the most cards correct you win and if you have have less cards right than everyone else you lose and gain a letter of the word LOSER. This is the fun part though. If you gain a letter the winner will deside what part of you will be cut off. And the game ends when someone gets the full word LOSER. If that happends the two survivers deside how the loser will end up dead. It’s an easy and fun game to play don’t you think hihihi’’

All of there faces look terrified. Haha it’s so fun to see that face but it will be even more fun when the game starts so we have to start soon. I walk around and one by one i release a hand and put them to a chain. They are still stuck but now atleast they can place there cards and turn them if needed.

‘’good luck you will need it. i hope we have a wonderfull game but to find out we have to start playing hahaha’’ i give them all there 5 cards and now we can start. ‘’let the game begin’’

~N

(i hope you all enjoyed that ^_^ here is some music to lissen to)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0KgNx8Jw-I

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u4pLYhIc-Es

 


New Friends <3 (part 3)

2017-08-21 18:22:32 by MinecraftGirl2

Hey Guys, 

So i desided to make another part of the story because i have some time left in the day. and since i got some positive feedback and compliments from people i know i wanted to continues, btw i want to thank a couple people because they have been a big help the last months. so here we go thanks to: 

@EvanScale : Thank you for helping me with my art. you give me really helpfull tips as well as motivation to keep going with my art and  that means alot to me. your an inspiration to me to keep going with my art and keep doing what i love. so thank you again for that. 

@Jabicho : Thank you for giving awesomly piano music that some of the days just brings me out of the worst mood. and also thank you for giving positive feedback down in the comments. it gives me hope to continue writing and of course thanks for the little talks we had somthimes ^_^

@JamesHatfeld : Thank you for staying by my side for all this time. after a while of talking we became better friends. even though somthimes it goes wrong and we have a little argument (like normal people have somthimes) you stick by my side and support me through hard and easy times. you keep me motivated for most things and even offers to help if needed and give awesome advice. just thank you for being my friend for so long ^_^

@JohnEarthBreathGames : Thank you for being there whenever you where there. we had some times but we are still friends. mabey i don't talk to you alot anymore but with you i was busy with a game for the first time and that changed alot so thank you for the good times. 

@MassGas : And thank you for being there. i don't know you for very long but the talks we have are awesome and i enjoy them so much. i love the goofy stuff we talk about and just you being around. i hope i'll get to know you more in the future ^_^

anyway Thank you all and all my fans who have sticked with me until now. you all are so amezing and i appreaciate all of you being here. it means the world to me that i have come so far and that is mindblowing. so thank all of the people who believe in me and have supported me until now ^_^

anyway i'm going to further and i'm done with the sappy stuff :P so i'll continue the story some of you have been waiting for to read. so here we go. 
Last time: 

after a couple minutes of cuddeling i hear Sara. ''LYLIAN!!! why did you have to blow up my ears?!?!?''  i see Lylian rushing over to the phone. ''sorry Sara, i just saw Sam in her outfit for the first time it's unbelievible, you should hurry up'' i hear Sara giggling and she responds ''okay i'll hang up the phone i'm with two minutes by your house okay?'' i smile and walk over to Lylian and hug her from behind. ''okay we'll see you than Sara'' i say and Lylian hangs up the phone. she turns around and i see the sparks in her eyes. ''you look handsome'' we jump on the bed and enjoy our last minute alone with music. 

after 5 minutes we hear the door bell ring. Lylian jumps of the bed and sais you wait here okay i want to suprise her. i nod and say: ''okay go hurry up and get her'' she smiles and hurries out the door. she almost slams the door shut and i lay on the bed for a couple more minutes. i hear Sara down stairs chatting with Lylian eventually i hear Lylian say: ''close your eyes okay i'm going to lead you upstairs'' and i hear Sara responding : ''are you crazy?! first you blow up my ears drums and now you want to lead me up stairs?'' i hear Lylian laugh ''just trust me okay'' i hear them both walk up the stairs and Lylian knocks on the door so i know she is there with Sara. ''okay Sara i'm going to open the door aand i'm going to count to 0 and you can open your eyes'' i step off the bed and walk to the mirror and ajust my hair and walk to the center of the room so Sara can see me clearly. i look at Lylian and give her the thumbs up. ''okay here we go...3....2....5....4...3...'' i see Sara give Lylian a soft smack on her arm ''don't tease me i want to see her she laughes'' Lylian laughs as well and continues ''okay sorry i wanted to tease you, okay here we go again'' she stickes out her to me and again she goes on ''3...2...1...0 you can look''' Sara opens her eyes. first it takes a bit of time to ajust to the bright light but when she sees me she is so suprised she freezes for a bit. after a minutes she screams just like Lylian did. she runs at me and gives me hug ''omg you look just like one of my normal guy friends and your hot'' she smiles at me and we laugh. ''i  don't even think they will reconize me'' i laugh. ''we need to see if that is true but we need to go to them now we are already a bit late and they are waiting at them mall'' me and Lylian nod, and we head out the door. this will be a new and nerv wrecking experience, but here we go.

And now it continues: 

Me and Lylian walk next to each other while Sara leads the way. me and lylian don't go to the mall very often because we don't need anything from there so we had no idea where we where going. we just trusted Sara to lead us into the right direction. although that worried me most of my thoughts went to my wig and how i looked. the thoughts spooked through my head i wasn't good enough as a boy and would never pass. of course i shouldn't worry me but it botherd me alot. eventually i felt a warm hand on my own hand. it was Lylian. she looked at me and i knew she knew i was worried about how i looked. she gave me a reasuring push and wispered to me: ''you look great don't worry to much what other people think about you okay. if your happy that is all what matters okay'' i sighed and shaked my head that i understood her.  

After a couple minutes we finally see them mall. Sara started to walk even faster than before. she really wanted to go to her friends. it's weird because she never acted like that around us. i shacked the thouhts off and me and Lylian speeded up our steps so we could keep up with her. we entered the mall and a little further we saw a couple guys waving at us and suddenly Sara started running. me and Lylian looked at each other confused because this was not Sara. at the most she would walk fast but, she hated running and never ever wanted to try to run to us if we wanted to do somthing. 

Me and Lylian started to follow her with a slight run. eventually we got to the group of boys and Sara. ''why did you run off like that'' Lylian almost exploded but she keped it because she knew she couldn't get mad about it. Sara looked at her like she had seen a ghost and turned her back to her and ignoring the quistion. ''so guys this is Sam and Lylian'' said Sara while grabbing a boys arm. i was so confused this wasn't Sara at all. most of the time she wasn't hanging on boys or even trying to seem cool but this was not Sara. she was trying to get attention from the boys while flirting with one of the group. me and Lylian saw this wasn't good at all but we ignored it and said hi to most of the guys. 

One of the guys really stood out of the others. he had white short/long hair, with a cute blue/gray hoodie with little cat ears. it was kinda adorable to look at him. he seemed like the guy who was caring but only said somthing to really good friends. i wonder what brought him here. suddenly a guy swings his arm around my shoulder like guys do. ''hey little one my name is Alex, i'm a friend of that shy basterd over there. i see you have been staring at him for a little while'' i was a bit shocked he was so open and comfortable with a stranger, and he saw me staring at his friend how embarressing but i liked that he was open and not to akward about it eventually continued. ''if you want i can introduce you to Aaron if you want of course, we will be hanging around here for a little while before going to get games'' hmm... i thought we would go straight to the buy games but this didn't bother me. it can take a little longer and it could be boring but i could meet someone new as well. ''hey Alex, my name is...'' Alex interupted me: ''your Sam, i know that cuty over there told me'' he pointed at Sara that was hanging over another guy. ''ah you mean Sara'' Alex shaked his head and continued his sentance ''so you want to meet Aaron. it is time for him to make a new friend as well so this wouldn't hurt'' i smile at Alex and say: ''yah that sounds great. he seems like a nice enough guy'' Alex still had his arm around me and walked to Aaron. Alex was way bigger than i was but he was nice. he had a nice energy around him. he was very spontanious and energetic. but for the most part he was friendly and very honest. i think he would become a great friend. ''so do you mind me asking somthing?'' i asked while looking at Alex, he looked at me and smiled ''yah sure, what do you want to know little one?'' i smiled back at him. ''so this is like the first time i met some new people and been in the mall as well....i wonder if you would like to be my friend and hang around somthimes with me, Lylian and Aaron?'' Alex laughed and gave me the biggest smile ever. ''of course i wouldn't mind, do you want me to give you my phone number and i get yours?'' i shaked my head and so before we had spoken to Aaron i had a new friend in my phone. 

We walked over to Aaron, he looked a bit weirded out because Alex brought someone to him. of course i was shy as well and i had no idea what to do but, i should give it a try. it had been years for me, having a new friend was new to me. it was hard to make new friends but this is my first try. ''yoooo Aaron, you haven't met Sam yet one of the new guys around here'' Aaron looked up at me and exzamend my face and instanlly looked happier. ''Hey i'm Aaron'' he said with a little smile. ''okay Aaron try to make a new friend okay he is pretty cool'' Aaron waved Alex away and before Alex left he wisperd in my ear ''i know you where staring at him. mabey you like him mabey not but he likes guys so you have a shot and your pretty cute for a guy as well so good luck'' before i could say anything Alex walked towards the other group with 4 guys, Sara and Lylian. they where happily chatted over there while me and Aaron where sitting a little farther from the group. ''So your one of the new guys'' i shaked my head that i was. ''you know you should stay away from Sara'' i looked suprised because this was one of  the things i didn't expect him to say. ''what do you mean?'' Aaron sight. ''mabey she is not like that around you and your friend over there but, Sara is not as good as she seems'' i wondered what he meant so i asked further ''what has she done that is that bad?'' Aaron sat a little closer to me than a second ago. ''okay this is between you and me okay?'' ''okay i'll keep this to myself'' Aaron took a deep breath ''so Sara isn't the goody two shoes, most of the time she hangs out with the guys over there. she tries to get into there pants and tries to rob them from there money so she can have what she wanted. i warned Alex about that and since a while he has been trying to stay away from her. have you mabey seen some weird stuff around her?'' now that he tells me about that i started to see that it was true. she always got stuff out of nowhere. i always asked where she got it but she said it where gifts from her rich dad. of course it where very expencive things like new clothes, necklases and more but after a while i gave up asking where the things came from. ''now that you tell me about it yes, she always had stuff from her ''dad'' but i doubt that is true, but why do you tell me about this?'' Aaron smiled at me ''look you seem like a great person to be around and she likes guys like you, i don't want someone like you getting hurt from a friend like that'' ah that explains it. ''i guess thank you for that. do you mind me telling Lylian at the end of the day?'' he looked at me weird like he didn't know her. ''the new girl a friend i came with other than Sara'' Aarons face went from confused to understaning and that was nice. ''yah you should tell her that as well, she should know anyway you seem cool but, anyway what about you and me go get some games for ourself when they go to the store?'' Aaron gave me a smal cute smile and it mellted my hear. i smiled back at him and answered ''yah seems great'' we became silent for a little while and than i had the courage to ask him: ''he would you mind giving each other our phone numbers?'' he smiled back and said: ''yah awesome, it would be cool to chat with you and getting to know you better'' after a minute with giving him my phone number and he giving me his we where done and continued talking. 

After 15 minutes the group screamed at us they where going to get games and so me and Aaron went after them to go try out some games and of course get some ourself.

To Be Continued: 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQaNaarNMS8


New Friends <3 (part 2)

2017-08-06 18:43:07 by MinecraftGirl2

Hey Guy's,

So it's been a bit of a long since i have posted anything. it's been a bit of chaos right now. i'm trying to find myself and practise with my art alot. i don't really know why i haven't posted anything (art or story) i guess i was just out of it. i had some stuff going around and i guess i felt it wasn't really good enough to post. i made some drawings that i'm proud of but not really feel like it is good enough to show. mabey you Guys can tell me? anyway i wanted to write some stuff of of me and hope you enjoy the continueing story of: New Friends (part 2) 

enjoy ^_^

Last Time: 

she took a deep breath and continued her story ''so Sam walked in and tried to sit with us but then every family appeared, they laughed at me. the looked at me like i did a bad job of keeping Sam away from being a transgender. they pointed and laughed like i did somthing wrong and eventually had to rip of the clothes Sam was wearing'' i was shocked. my sisters dream litterly told her it wasn't okay for me to be transgender. ''YOU WHAT?! are you insane Wendy. do you think this is okay? you find it that terrible for me being this? or would you rather have me hide that i am transgender and say i'm just a tomboy? your insane'' i was so mad at her. what did she think. that i was a wrong part of the family. my mom was in shock as well and tried to grab my hand so i couldn't get away. 

I ran upstairs to my room. i need to find a plan to get out. finally i knew it, my window i trew my wig and purse into my bagpack and put it on. luckly i could lock my door and climb out of the window because it was close to the roof so i could climb down the roof into a tree in the back yard, and so i escaped my home and ran to Lilyan.

When i arrived at her house she was suprised to see me this early and a bit exhausted. ''did you run here? you look a bit exhausted'' i shacked my head. ''no i escaped from my window to get out of my house'' she looked at me in shock. ''why did you try to escape your home, it's your home right you shouldn't have to run from that right?'' ''yah that is true, it's my sister she dreamed over me and that it was bad i was a transgender and rather have a normal sister or that is how she told it, it just made me mad'' Lylian looked at me and i saw she understood me and gave me hug. ''hey she is probebly just confused give her some time and for you and me and Sara let's have some fun today okay, did you bring the wig with you?'' i smiled and nodded to let her know i did. ''than let's make of this an awesome day!'' she said with the biggest smile on her face. 

And Now It Continues:

Lylian always seems to understand where i was coming from even if i was mad for the wrong reasons, or if i was mad about nothing. she always smiled and said it would be okay, that i will talk it out with the other people and i agree (somthimes. it takes some time to realize as well) anyway she always was supportive just like Sara. speaking of wich where was she? ''hey Lylian where is Sara? are we going to her place or is she coming our way?'' Lylian who was searching for an outfit for some reason in her closet turned her head to me after she grabbed a T-Shirt and let i fall on her head. she was clumsy but she giggled a bit and continued. she walked over to the bed and layed the T-shirt on there while saying to me: ''Sara is coming to us. i texted her a second ago to tell her you where already here so she told me she would come our way because it would be faster'' i nodded and walked over to the bed while i set my ass on her bed next to the T-shirt that Lylian layed on there.

I looked at the shirt it was a pretty weird shirt for Lylian to have. it was a dark green shirt with an design of wings on it. for Lylian it was way to ''boyisch'' as how she calls it. she already walked back to the closet to search for some other things. a second later without any warning Lylian trows a tanktop at my head. i smile and say in a sarcastic way ''you where aming for the cat wheren't you?'' Lylian turns around and sticks out her tounge to me and i react back the same way. i look a bit closer at the tanktop. it is not a normal tanktop i have ever seen. it is way tighter than they sell at any store. i look at Lylian who closes her closet door and walks over to me. ''Lylian why do you have a shirt like that? and what is this for tanktop? i have never seen one like this'' Lylian sits next to me on the bed and giggles. ''this is for you as a present for being such a good friend the last two years'' i look confused at Lylian and she continues.''this a t-shirt and this is a binder'' she gives me a smirk ''i know what a shirt is but what is a binder?'' Lylian smiles and sais: ''a binder is a top i guess just like others but it's a bit different, this top flatens your chest so you can't see those two bumpers of yours'' i laugh over how she explains it and give her a little push. ''thanks goof'' Lylian smiles at me and gives me a big hug. 

suddenly we hear the ring tone of Lylians phone. Lylian looks around and sees her phone laying on the other side of the room. ''can you get my phone please? you can chance your clothes as well than'' i smile give her a push, and grab the t-shirt, and binder and walk over to her phone where i grab my wig as well. ''throw the phone Sam you can chance right away than'' while i'm standing infront of the closet with her buzzing and noisy phone i look at her suprised. ''your sure?'' she nods and i throw the phone. my heart races, i hope the phone doesn't hit the ground but it savely lands in the hands of Lylian and she imeaditly picks up the phone. 

I don't pay attention anymore to what Lylian is doing. i get excited because i can finally put on my outfit. i pull off my shirt and bra and she my top in the mirror infront of the closet. yep those are mine. i sigh for a second and look at the binder she bought for me. i grab the binder while i lay the shirts i have in my hands on a chair. i put on the binder and look at myself. i turn to my side and see how flat my chest is. i smile and admire how the binder worked so well. it is very tight but it is amezing and i feel confident. but i miss somthing... i think for a second... music i miss music. if i dress myself i always have music on. i walk to Lylians computer. luckly it isn't locked and the tab is open on Lylians dating site. before my curiousity what Lylian is doing on there i open a new tab, and search for some music and i find some awesome songs from someone i lissen to alot.

I put on the music and i see Lylian is suprised but she continues talking with the person on the phone. i walk back to the mirror while lissening to some awesome music. i put on the shirt and the wig. i haven't looked in the mirror yet but i'm about to. i close my eyes, turn around and count to twenty on the beat of the music. 18...19......20... i open my eyes and the person i see in the mirror is stunning. you can't even tell it was a girl. i freak out a bit because i look exactly how i wanted to look. i turn my head to Lylian and she is looking at her feet. eventually she feels my eyes staring at her and she looks at me. she is silent for a second, and i hear Sara on the other end conserened if she is still there. after a second Lylian begins to scream in excitment and drops the phone that on excident goes on speaker. Lylian runs of the bed and jumps into my arms. ''your so handsome and cute, you look awesome Sam'' i look blushing at Lylian in my arms and say ''thank you'' softly. 

after a couple minutes of cuddeling i hear Sara. ''LYLIAN!!! why did you have to blow up my ears?!?!?''  i see Lylian rushing over to the phone. ''sorry Sara, i just saw Sam in her outfit for the first time it's unbelievible, you should hurry up'' i hear Sara giggling and she responds ''okay i'll hang up the phone i'm with two minutes by your house okay?'' i smile and walk over to Lylian and hug her from behind. ''okay we'll see you than Sara'' i say and Lylian hangs up the phone. she turns around and i see the sparks in her eyes. ''you look handsome'' we jump on the bed and enjoy our last minute alone with music. 

after 5 minutes we hear the door bell ring. Lylian jumps of the bed and sais you wait here okay i want to suprise her. i nod and say: ''okay go hurry up and get her'' she smiles and hurries out the door. she almost slams the door shut and i lay on the bed for a couple more minutes. i hear Sara down stairs chatting with Lylian eventually i hear Lylian say: ''close your eyes okay i'm going to lead you upstairs'' and i hear Sara responding : ''are you crazy?! first you blow up my ears drums and now you want to lead me up stairs?'' i hear Lylian laugh ''just trust me okay'' i hear them both walk up the stairs and Lylian knocks on the door so i know she is there with Sara. ''okay Sara i'm going to open the door aand i'm going to count to 0 and you can open your eyes'' i step off the bed and walk to the mirror and ajust my hair and walk to the center of the room so Sara can see me clearly. i look at Lylian and give her the thumbs up. ''okay here we go...3....2....5....4...3...'' i see Sara give Lylian a soft smack on her arm ''don't tease me i want to see her she laughes'' Lylian laughs as well and continues ''okay sorry i wanted to tease you, okay here we go again'' she stickes out her to me and again she goes on ''3...2...1...0 you can look''' Sara opens her eyes. first it takes a bit of time to ajust to the bright light but when she sees me she is so suprised she freezes for a bit. after a minutes she screams just like Lylian did. she runs at me and gives me hug ''omg you look just like one of my normal guy friends and your hot'' she smiles at me and we laugh. ''i  don't even think they will reconize me'' i laugh. ''we need to see if that is true but we need to go to them now we are already a bit late and they are waiting at them mall'' me and Lylian nod, and we head out the door. this will be a new and nerv wrecking experience, but here we go.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xk0Y0WoQ1AI


New Friends <3 (part 1)

2017-07-07 07:48:51 by MinecraftGirl2
Updated

Hey Guy's,

today i wanted to write a special story about friendship that warms all your hearts and brings hope to the people who have given up on friendship like i once did. i hope this will make you guy's happy ^_^

The story:

There we go again. it's my alarm that is yelling trough my room that i need to get up. i always take a while to get up and i hate when the alarm goes of but who doesn't right? for me it take a half hour to get out of my bed and get dressed, and indeed after a half hour of naping i get out. my alarm has gone of around 13 times right now like every day, and of course my sister is cranky because she hates when i take so long to shut the thing up. 

Today i start a first day for my new summer vacation this year. this year has been rough and i have been trough alot of chances. not just working hard but also dicovering myself. this year i discoverd the term Transgender, of course i heard of it but never really searched for the term. i was shocked how much i related to it and i felt the same way like the explaination said. i felt like a boy in a girls body, so this year i wanted to go full up and try to dress more like a guy and feel more comfortable than as one of the skinny make-up girls who always walked around my school. i wanted to be me, but i didn't want to do sercheary the idea doesn't sound good to me so i just look the same but wear stuff i feel okay in and do the things i wanted intsead of what others wanted. 

The annoying part is telling people. some friends said i was just a tomboy and didn't believe when i said i was transgender. i tried to explain what i felt but they couldn't understand it at all, so i desided to ignore them for a while. a real friend would believe you, atleast i think so, atleast with such things. and some friends where awesome and supported me full on. i wanted to hug them so badly when they believed me. of course i still looked like a girl but they understood me completly and i promised them to have a fun day out and than one of my friends grabbed one of there wigs and shoved it into my hands.

'here you can have this' she said with a big smile on her face. i looked at the wig and asked why she gave it to me. she said to me: when we where little it was a to big for you but you loved walking around with that thing and always tried to be more manly so now you know you are transgender i want to give you a chance to explore everything and be a guy whenever you want to be one' i was so suprised and gave her the biggest hug i could give. she was one of my best friends  i had and she always understood me so well. so now i could even go out looking like a boy and that felt awesome and another friend made it even better. 

She grabbed me and pulled me to the side, she looked at me with a big smile. of course i didn't trust her because she was pretty good with mischief and always tried to somthing that could cause her trouble but she was an awesome friend to have around. she said: i don't know if you want to tell the others but i'm going out with some guys to go shopping for games i wondered if you wanted to come with us, you could wear the wig if you want or not it's your choice but i know you want to belong in such a group so i want to invite you, mabey we could take Lilyan with us if you want?' i look her with the biggest smile i ever had and huged her. ''of course i want to go with you, and yah we should invite Lilyan to go with us than i atleast have a save space'' we both agreed we should take her with us so we asked her when everyone was out of the room and she was happy to come with us as well. 

And today is the day that me and my friends are  going to be with that group to test it and go out. i of course was nerves but now is no need to worry about it. i am just awake and i already have a grumpy sister walking around the house. it's always funny to see her like that in the morning especially even if she is already a grumpy cat in the morning seeing her annoyed at me is always funny to hear. she is like a flute ketle, if she gets frustrated she doesn't say anything she just makes a high peached voice and grouwls at me and than walks away angry. her cheeks always are bigger and red it looks a bit like a chimpmunk wtih nuts in his mouth, and her walk is cute to see. like a toddler walking away angry it's somthing you can't take serious and i laugh at. 

But for now she is okay although i would love to make her frustrated right now i have breakfast on my mind. My mom always wakes up early to make somthing special and nothing is better than your mom's cooking and smelling it trough the whole house. of course she had some disasters like the patato cake she tried to make with just thinking, she blew up the oven and the house smelled for an month like burned patatoes. it was funny when she walked with a black dust on her clothes and face at me and said: ''i might have blown up th oven'' i loved the face she made. i helped her clean up the mess but i still can't discover how she managed to do that. but this morning luckly doesn't smell like burned patatoes but blackberry pancakes. it's her speciallty. she makes regular pancakes and puts blackberry's in them and somthimes she tries out other fruites so it's always a suprise what she made in the morning. 

This time the whole house was filled up with the smell and i was already drewling when i stepped out my room. of course when i was done my sister was as well. so we walked downstairs toghter, while she was trying to tickle me on the stairs i tried to run while that wasn't to smart because i triped and roled down the stairs. i landed good and nothing was hurting but the only thing i could do is laugh. of course my sister was shocked when i fel down but when she saw the big smile on my face she laughed as well. she helped me up and we both walked to the kitchen. there was my mom still busy with making tons of pancakes for in the afternoon. ''goodmorning Sam and Wendy, did you two sleep well?'' i didn't even hear what she said and grabbed a plate of pancakes, they where still warm and that is how i love them. of course my sister hit me on the shoulder and gave me a look that i should answer. of course i needed to do that, but i wanted my pancakes. ''i slept okay, thanks mom'' my sister smiled at me and reacted finally as well ''i did as well although i had a weird dream'' my mom turned around and looked weird at my sister, '' can i know what it was about sweety?'' my sister looked at me weird and answered ''uhm.. yah sure'' i saw my sister wiggle on her chair and look at her legs. it was kind of weird to see her so nervous. the only thing that she could make her this nervous is when it's about someone else, and now i knew why she looked so weird at me before. 

'' so sweety are you going to tell your dream or do we have to wait until the sun goes down?'' she shaked her head and started to look only at our mom. ''so uhm.. yah this is kinda akward but i hope it doesn't make anyone mad.'' she looked at me and that started to tell further. ''so it stared like any normal dream i would have. i was at home and of course all of you where there. only Sam wasn't there.'' my mom looked at her weird and asked ''do you know why she wasn't there'' there it was again ''mom it's not she it's he or they'' my mom looked shocked at me and looked at the floor ''sorry honey i try to keep it in mind, but Wendy can you continue your story?'' my sister shaked he head and continued like my mom asked '' so we where all eating and having a great time with the family until Sam walked in.'' i started to get a bit frustrated ''what do you mean until i walked in?! what is that supposed to mean'' my sister looked shocked at me like she had done somthing terrible and she never should have told us.

she took a deep breath and continued her story ''so Sam walked in and tried to sit with us but then every family appeared, they laughed at me. the looked at me like i did a bad job of keeping Sam away from being a transgender. they pointed and laughed like i did somthing wrong and eventually had to rip of the clothes Sam was wearing'' i was shocked. my sisters dream litterly told her it wasn't okay for me to be transgender. ''YOU WHAT?! are you insane Wendy. do you think this is okay? you find it that terrible for me being this? or would you rather have me hide that i am transgender and say i'm just a tomboy? your insane'' i was so mad at her. what did she think. that i was a wrong part of the family. my mom was in shock as well and tried to grab my hand so i couldn't get away. 

I ran upstairs to my room. i need to find a plan to get out. finally i knew it, my window i trew my wig and purse into my bagpack and put it on. luckly i could lock my door and climb out of the window because it was close to the roof so i could climb down the roof into a tree in the back yard, and so i escaped my home and ran to Lilyan.

When i arrived at her house she was suprised to see me this early and a bit exhausted. ''did you run here? you look a bit exhausted'' i shacked my head. ''no i escaped from my window to get out of my house'' she looked at me in shock. ''why did you try to escape your home, it's your home right you shouldn't have to run from that right?'' ''yah that is true, it's my sister she dreamed over me and that it was bad i was a transgender and rather have a normal sister or that is how she told it, it just made me mad'' Lylian looked at me and i saw she understood me and gave me hug. ''hey she is probebly just confused give her some time and for you and me and Sara let's have some fun today okay, did you bring the wig with you?'' i smiled and nodded to let her know i did. ''than let's make of this an awesome day!'' she said with the biggest smile on her face. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g8J85Mkdm2Y


Camp Sachsenhausen

2017-07-01 10:13:29 by MinecraftGirl2

Hey Guys,

So last week i have been on a trip and i wanted to talk about a place where i have been and that made a real infloance in my life and i wanted to to share this story with you all because it's inportant. 

So last week i was in Berlin for a trip so i and other people could learn more about the history there. I already am a History nerd so to speak and i am intressted in what happend with alot of things especially stuff about world war II. at the end of the trip we went to Camp Sachsenhausen. for people that don't know that is a camp where the jews, gay people, people who where against Hitler and fought for there goals and so maney more people where brought. some where let free in the beginning but there where also people executed or tortured. 

Camp Sachsenhausen isn't a place for people who don't understand what happend because this is a real place where really bad things happend. when i first saw the gate where the words ''Arbeit macht frei' stood i felt already bad. when i walked in instanly felt a strong force. it felt like people where puching on my chest and it was hard to breath. 

I have seen the Barracks where the people slept in. i saw the original beds and cloths and shoes from the people that where found there. i even saw one of the original prison suites they had to wear there. on that point i was trying to calm myself down. i even have red some letters from a 12 year old saying she was scared to die but they wouldn't let them. it was heart breaking to read such a thing. or from a man who had to bring all the burned people had to dig up and burn again. i can't imagen how they must have felt.

After i saw the Barracks i saw the punshment Barracks where you where put if you did the wrong thing or a 
Resistance warrior. the chambers where smal and some had dark rooms where people where put on there own chaned down to the floor. in some chambers there where plates where a country was on and was explained who was there and what happend to them. like some where tortured and some killed and more awful things. two parts where destroyed of the building but one part was still standing and i have seen that. 

after that we went to the otherside of the Camp where there where memorials for all the countries that people had here. i saw there where little stones on the memorials and apperaintly that is a jewish tradition so from respect i layed two stones. one on the memorial for my country and one on the mass graves. 

after i read all the signs for each country and saw the mass graves, i went to a little house. in that house they kept all the dead body's and some doctors experimented on those body's and that is sick. i saw the chambers underground where they stored them. they where old rooms with old white tiles and low to the ground there where taps so they could get rid of the blood (probebly) after i saw the chambers and the rooms above i had to get out. i couldn't take it anymore and even now it's bothering me. when i was out the camp  sat down underneath a roof and cried. some tears fel down my cheeks and that doesn't happen often. 

I can't believe such horrible things can happen to people and i always have heard stories and seen stuf about those kind of Camps but now i walked trough one where real people died or where executed. where real people where hold captive and where scared. the feeling that i had there i can feel it right now. for my life it is was a really inportant part of history and we need to see what happend so it will not happen that way again. 

thank you for reading this if you did. i hope i could tell you somthing you where intressted in. this was life changing for me and with sharing this with you i hope i changed a little part of your life as well. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qj9oFQNAdeQ



Hey Guy's,

so today i felt bad for not posting some stuff and i wanted to say sorry for that. there has alot been going on in my life where i needed alot of time for myself to recharch and think about myself and how i want to go on. i also haven't been feeling to good lattely and try to be still positive and work hard. it has just come in the way to upload stuff and i want to say sorry for that. for the time i missed i will write a story you guy's mabey will enjoy. 

the story: 
 

i close my eyes and want to go away. the noise of my classmates are echoing trough my head and it gets on my nerves. the headache i had before had gotten worse, and the girl with blond curly hair just screams trough the class room and to me it sounds like someone is going with there nails over a chalk board. i finally can shut myself off from the others and lay with my head on the cold wooden table. my arms feel warm and i feel my breath coming back from the wooden table but i feel more comfortable. 

than suddenly the sounds stops, it feels like everything stopped. i look up to see what is going on and realize i'm not on the place where i was before. it's all black not just the floor but everything around me as well, the weirdest part is that i have no idea what to do or how to get out of it. suddenly i see two little flashes of light in the distance.

it is a familiar light or somthing that i knew for a long time. i try to stand up and walk to the lights even though it is hard to see where i am going and if i'm going straight but after a little while walking with an insecure feeling to the light i am there. 

it's weird when i finally stand in front of the lights. it seems like they are dancing slowely around each other and making different faces. suddenly my heart stops for a second because i see old friends coming by. people who went away and people who betrayed my trust. i couldn't believe my eyes and saw them one by one going by. it seemed like the lights wanted me to see somthing but what it was i didn't know personally. what was going on? and why was i here? 

suddenly the lights stop and one face shows. my eyes widden and i feel the little hairs on my arm stand up. it's the person i hurt most. i feel ashamed of myself and don't know what to do when i see it. than the face changes... it's a good friend of mine or atleast was until she betrayed me, than the next and the next face everytime i remembered what i did or what they did the face changed. it was like the lights where trying to let me remember, 

Face after face i remembered good, and bad things. people who betrayed you and people you hurt with honesty, good friends and friends who are lost in time forever and you'll never get back. my mind goes back and forth between what happend with each person and i remember all of them. i just wonder why.

i felt a deep feeling coming over me. like i finally could feel the burden of the thing i was carying for the first time. i sit down on the black ground where i can look at the lights dancing around each other. finally i know that what i saw with the faces didn't matter it mattered i could inspire people even if it's hard and that even in the dark the little lights even if they came from somthing bad can give you a spark of hope to help and inspire others. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_fFTwZhZmwU



Last time:

His eyes where still twinkling and the sun was going trough his hair and it looked like his hair was made from pure gold. the trees who formed a perfect circle around the lake i saw above his head and it was for the first time in a long time i felt so happy with someone. 

after staring at him for a little while now he said: i know you're the one who stole my clothes, i would love to have them back. ' haha your right about that one they are in that bush over there sorry for stealing them, i just wanted to find out who you where. your new here' he rolled of me and stood up. he turned around and walked to the bush i pointed at. 'so what's your name?' he looked at me with a smile while he surched the bushes. 'you can call me Aaron. what about you? what's your name?' he finally picks up his clothes and walks back to me.

And now it continues: 

he turns around to me still with his big beautiful smile on his face. 'what if i don't tell you that yet?' he walks back looking at me like i said somthing weird. 'why would you not tell me what your name is?' he walks towards me and sits next to me. 'i don't know why i wouldn't tell you. but my people think i'm weird and i would rather not tell someone who doesn't know me yet' he nodes at me while he still looks in my eyes. 'but i want to know the name of this beautiful girl i just met so i can find you again' i look at him with a suprised face. i feel my head turning red like the strawberry's that my dad was growing in his garden.'hahaha are you blushing' his smile becomes even bigger and more beautiful. 'hey not fair, that's your fault' i smile back at him and give him a little push. 'you can call me N'

i lay my head in the grass and look up at the trees and the beautiful blues/pink sky. it's like the pink is dancing around with the blues in the sky. somthimes there is very strong pink and other times it's very light pinks that i see. eventually i feel a hand on my own hand. i look suprised over to Aaron. he has layed his head next to mine and layed his hand on my own. 'N...N....N' he mumbles 'Nagga?...no., you don't look like a Nagga, Nina mabey no not Nina...' it makes me laugh how he mumbles to himself what he thinks with his eyes closed and it's kind of cute. i feel him holding my hand tight like he doesn't want to let go of it. 'you know you can always visit me right?' Aaron opens his eyes and looks at me suprised but happy. 'really N? are you sure?' i smile at him and he smiles back. i feel him holding my hand tighter than before. 'yah i'm sure you can go to the elf village i live there' he looks at me confused. 'but you don't look like an elf?' it makes me laugh he thinks that. 'yah i know i'm not fully elf but i live there with my dad. he is a good guy and takes care of me. the village doesn't like me but just so you know i'm there if you can't find me here' he smiles at me and suprises me with a big hug. 'he why did i get a hug so suddenly?' i say while laughing 'because i'm happy you came here and met me' i hug him tight and smile. 'hey one thing Aaron, i'll be here every morning or i'll try to be there mabey we'll see each other more than' he looks at me and i see his beautiful blue eyes twinkeling. he is excited i can see that. we look at each other for a little while until a voice breaks us both from our moment. 

'N! N! you need to come now it's an amergency' Aaron and i both look up and try to figure out where it comes from. i stand up and run towards the yelling voice. i hear Aaron going after me as well. i hope it's not somthing to bad this time. 

To Be Continued...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=saj8F8sAZmM



Last time:

i learned from my mother how to transform into an animal and changed into a smal white fox and ran through the forest to a little lake deep into the forest. i loved to just sit there and watch the suroundings before starting the hunt. there was a big waterfall that ended there and the birds always where singing beautiful songs of joy. but today wasn't a normal day. i wasn't alone. there was man same age as me bathing in my lake. i looked around for somthing to destract him and to find out who he was and i finally after a couple minutes scanning the grass i saw his clothes. i sneaked over to them and hid them into a bush. i searched his stuff and nothing. there was nothing. 

before i could sneak off he looked my way. i saw his beautiful blue eyes scan the trees but luckly i was hiden. he had long blond hair in a pony tail and a strong body. i couldn't look away because with every move it could be a threatening move, eventually he saw his clothes where missing. he walked out of the lake and started searching. i grabbed his sweater and runned a couple meters from where his clothes where and walked out. when he finally spotted me i couldn't believe his reaction... 

And now it continues: 

i slowely tried to get in a running posision if he tried to attack me like most people did in the woods but, he didn't. he transformed. I couldn't believe my eyes. the weirdest part was that he wasn't a part of a tribe i ever had seen or heard off. he changed in a little wolf, he probebly couldn't transform in an adult wolf because he was the same age as me. he walked slowely towords me and walked around me while sniffing me.i gently layed his shirt on the grass. he was behind me still looking for clues for who i was eventually he stopped and his eyes started to twinkle. 

He gave a little cute bark and it mettelted my heart. i turned around and saw him stand in a playing position and i knew what he wanted to do. i took a couple steps back and took a running start. eventually i ended up play fighting in the grass with him. the sun was shinning trough the trees on the part where we where playing. his gray/white fur was so soft and his blue eyes where the same but now happy and not so serious as when he was taking a bath in the lake when i saw him for the first time. we went on and on with play fighting. eventually i couldn't keep on my fox form and transformed into my usual self. i had the biggest smile on my face and i started laughing. 

short after i transformed the little wolf jumped on top om my chest and looked at my face to see how i looked. and than poof just like me he transformed back into his human form. now i was laying on the grass with a blonfd guy sitting on top of me while i'm still laughing. i didn't care anymore. when i opened my eyes after he transformed back i was greated by the blue eyes again and the biggest and most beautiful smile i have ever seen. 

His eyes where still twinkling and the sun was going trough his hair and it looked like his hair was made from pure gold. the trees who formed a perfect circle around the lake i saw above his head and it was for the first time in a long time i felt so happy with someone. 

after staring at him for a little while now he said: i know you're the one who stole my clothes, i would love to have them back. ' haha your right about that one they are in that bush over there sorry for stealing them, i just wanted to find out who you where. your new here' he rolled of me and stood up. he turned around and walked to the bush i pointed at. 'so what's your name?' he looked at me with a smile while he surched the bushes. 'you can call me Aaron. what about you? what's your name?' he finally picks up his clothes and walks back to me.

will be continued...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i79M4nKW1Ms


Once opon a time...

2017-04-14 19:35:28 by MinecraftGirl2

Hey Guy's.

so the same story as always. i got a new drawing and other things to upload in the next couple weeks/days. i also got some new pens that i can test out so i will try to test them out in future drawings. i'm also planning to write a book but i'm not sure about that what do you guy's think? but anyway i wanted to write a story again so here we go again ^_^

 

A long time ago i lived in a smal village in the woods. my village was from an old tribe that once lived there thousands of years ago. we where all elfs or most of the people who lived there. there was one person who wasn't or atleast not a full blood elf like most. i was a half blood, my parents where from two different tribes. my father was a full blooded elf and my mother a full blooded witch. i grew up with my father in the village but everyone knew somthing was wrong with the child because i didn't have the elf like ears and face. my caracter was the same and how i looked except my face was a little different from the others. everyone dispised me, they saw me as a curse of the gods because they didn't know what was wrong. my father told me it was just because i was a dragon born and that is why they felt that somthing was wrong and that that was the reason they despise me and evoided me. my dad on the other hand he gave me all his attention. he learned me archery and how to fight with all kinds of weapons and now i am the stongest in the village although most elfs don't even want to know i excist.

in the weekends i went to my mom in the forest. i never went to her village because the witches and wizards would know i would be a half breed and, that would be very dangerous for me. or that's what my mom told me. when i saw her in the woods i hugged her every time, she teached me all types of witch craft. so i can now do almost everything. my mom told me that she was one of the best witches in town and she is one of the main leaders of the village with a couple others. 

but for today i will tell you how i met him...

I woke up just before the sun came up that day. the sight out of my window was beautiful. the clouds where pink like the cotten candy i saw somthimes that they where selling in the big  city's. i could never go there but it was a soft pink color. i loved the orange sunlight that was shining trough the pink cloudes and the sun who was half sticking above the clouds. i looked back at my room and knew i had to go. it was time to hunt. i put on my armor (who was pretty light for somthing that could hold of steal swords) i grabbed my bow, my arrows, and my daggers and went on my way. my dad was probebly already hunting on the west side of the village like he always does. so i desided to go east to search for my dinner for tonight.

i learned from my mother how to transform into an animal and changed into a smal white fox and ran through the forest to a little lake deep into the forest. i loved to just sit there and watch the suroundings before starting the hunt. there was a big waterfall that ended there and the birds always where singing beautiful songs of joy. but today wasn't a normal day. i wasn't alone. there was man same age as me bathing in my lake. i looked around for somthing to destract him and to find out who he was and i finally after a couple minutes scanning the grass i saw his clothes. i sneaked over to them and hid them into a bush. i searched his stuff and nothing. there was nothing. 

before i could sneak off he looked my way. i saw his beautiful blue eyes scan the trees but luckly i was hiden. he had long blond hair in a pony tail and a strong body. i couldn't look away because with every move it could be a threatening move, eventually he saw his clothes where missing. he walked out of the lake and started searching. i grabbed his sweater and runned a couple meters from where his clothes where and walked out. when he finally spotted me i couldn't believe his reaction... 

To Be continued,

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oSvDqp0JRFY