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so today i'm finally done with a busy part of my life or atleast i'm not as busy. i'm finally done with the hardest parts of this week and i hope i can finally post some more art because i have a little more time now. i'm still really busy with outher stuff and finding some things for friends and working on a project of a really good friend of mine <3 but i will try to create a little more art than i have done this month.
but anyway i'm now trying to figure out what my style is of drawing and i'm always open to try new styles and try to draw new things (if you have a idea you can tell me and i will try to make somthing like that ^_^) so i have been practasing alot, i have a couple drawings that i made but did'n't share because it's not the best work but mabey you guy's would like to see it anyway, mabey? idk but that's for you to deside.
but anyway, i hope you guy's are doing okay, otherwise mabey i can try to make you happy again or give advise.only if you want tho so i understand if that's not what you want. but i hope you all are okay otherwise i wish you all the luck of the world or atleast my luck (i don't really need it because it doesn't work for me :p)
but joking aside, i hope you guy's have a wonderfull day and stay positive <3
(enjoy the music ^_^ )
so first thing i want to say to the people who helped me find a painttool 'Thank you so much' because of you guy's help i found a painttool and i am excperimenting with the digital drawing (because i can draw but digital art is learning everything again and without a drawing ipaid it's somthing completly different) but i hope i can share some art i made soon (as i can figure out how i can do some stuff ^_^) but again thanks to all the people that helped me with that.
but anyway so latley i have been bizzy with some personal stuff. a little hint it's pretty hard to do school work, projects, help my friends out and art. i am in a pretty inportant vace of my life to deside with road i want to follow so it's a little bit of a chaos situation for me. don't worry i am fine and i can manage all this but i just wanted to tell you all that my art will not be as much as last month (or december) i am just taking a little break from all this so i can foxus on my friends and school work so i can do everything perfect and help annyone out if they need help. so besaclly what i am saying is that my art can be later than most of the time but don't worry i will be making art just this time it will be a little longer before a new drawing arives. just so you all know that. but with further ado ^_^
i hope you all have a wonderfull day and stay positive.
p.s here is the song for today ^_^ it's called 'waiting for you' nightcore from Kami Music. hope you all like it <3
so today i tried to download paintool Sai. unfortanly it doesn't work for me :( i tried everything i could but it will not work. i want to try digital art to and give it a change to see how it is. i want to inprove my art with it to. but if that doesn't work than i don't know what to use otherwise. i tried everything i know but it will not work so i wanted to ask you Guy's if you know another paint tool that is free. mabey that will work. (i hope so atleast) because i want to give you more art and somthing else (because i only make hand made art right now so)
so if you know if you know another paint tool for free that works good plzzz tell me so i can make better art and improve myself. (and if you know and tell me Thank you <3 your awesome)
but with further ado i hope you all have a great day ^_^ and stay positive <3
p.s i forgot to say i will try to put some music here so you have somthing to lissen to and mabey you guy's like it so here you go:
so this is '【Chill】Michl - Kill Our Way To Heaven' from Kito Music (she makes some great music)
sooo christmas is over now. probebly alot of you are disipointed (or not that can also be ^_^ ) i hope you all had a a wonderfull time with friends and family but New Year is coming soon to. i can't wait to see all the beautiful fireworks. but because i wanted to talk about some rendom stuff (like i always do :P ) i wanted to talk about friends. i am sure all of you have friends. the last couple weeks/months have been great. i have made amezing friends, or try to make some new friends. i want to thank them for sticking around with me it means alot. and also every one that follows me. now it are 7 fans (when i write this) i want to thank you all. i am a beginner with drawing here and i am surly not the best one but i do everything to make myself better and improve. it means alot that you are still around. but enough of the cheesie stuff (sorry for that :P but it hase to be said somthimes ^_^)
here is a song from mirima i think it hase a great beat and it makes me happy if i lissen to it. i hope you guy's like it ^_^
so as you all probebly know its christmas (or for some of you tomorrow or mabey its already today) i am not the Christmas type myself (because i haven't had a really happy Christmas from when i was younger till now) but that doesn't keep me from wishing it for you all <3 i think the spirit of Christmas is not only one those days but should be spread everyday and not everyone hase a Christmas, and i understand so i will still try to spread positive fibes now and after christmas (even if you don't celebrate it like me) . mabey if you want of course you can tell me what you got or what you did for Christmas this year. otherwise i am still always free to share drawing idea's with (mabey even christmas themed ;) ) and you can also ask quistions of course.
but with further ado i hope you all have a wonderfull Christmas and a Happy New Year with family and friends. and lets make this Christmas and New Year for everybody <3
so i din't know what to write here but i desided to do it anyway. i can talk along time about stuff but i wouldn't want to do that to your ears and eyes :p but i wanted to know if enyone wanted to know somthing or wanted help. i am always open to people who have quistions and can give me good feedback so i can inprove my art. also i wanted to ask you guys what i should draw next. (i am running out of idea's so if you have any idea's feel free to tell me ^_^ ) also how was your day? did you do anything exciting and of course christmas. is someone excited about it? so that was the random stuff i wanted to tell you guys :P nothing inportant but thanks for reading all the way if you did ^_^ (you can get a futural cookie ^_^ )
keep the positivity going and, i hope that everything is going okay. have a nice day you all <3
so today i desided not to finsh the story. (i had a lead but it had no continue so i desided to stop with this little story) instead i desided for this talking from me to spread some positivity. i know some people are in hard times or, hate them selfs, have big trouble or a hard life. i know how it feels and its hard but, look at me now ^_^ with all those things i created art, friends and make people that i know happy. i turn the negative in to positive. i know that its harder than i say but eventually it will turn around for you for me for everybody that believes in themselfs. and i will support the people spreading positive things. ''somthimes the smallest step in the right direction ends up being the biggest step of your life. tip toe if you must but at least take the step'' its a quote i found and it inspired me and i hope it does the same for you ^_^ just don't give up and have hope. behind the clouds wil always be the sun. try to be positive it will help you ;)
Don't Ever Let Enyone Dull Your Beautiful Spark ^_^
i hope you all are doing fine. for me its just the usual. (alot of homework and school ;) ) but anyway today i just wanted to talk about some rendom stuff like how are you doing? have you done somthing exciting? (in my case i haven't i plan to have some more free time but i have to check that out)
but as i said i will write somthing about a word and today it will be the word ''horror'' ^_^ i hope you all enjoy.
'hmmm...' where am i? i just was in my room making some work. what the hell?! i open my eyes and see i am stuck at the wall. around my hands are handcuffs. i try to pull myself lose but it doesn't work well. how did i get here? why am i here. all those quistions where running trough my head. but the one thing i knew was that i was stuck and that i had to get out. i look around. it looks like i am in a dungeon. two stairs are and the two sides of the wall. i am in the middle of the two. in front of me are huge screens with all sorts of data in a language that i don't understand. but they are planning somthing. on my right there are a bunch of needles and i get nervous all of a sunden. o yah i am scared of needles. f*ck get me out of here! suddenly i get shocked out of my thoughts with a loud noise. it looks like someone is coming down the stairs. luckly they can't see me at first. but i need a plan fast.
so this will it be for today. the next time i will continue. i hope you all have a wonderfull day and try to smile for today ^_^
so as i said last time i am gone write here. just to try it out ^_^ someone gave me an good idea so thank you MchectorII. so what he said (if you didn't see it) was that i should write somthing about hobbies and it looked like a good idea. i don't really how to bring it in a story but i wil try ^_^ ( don't expect the biggest ^_^ i will try the best) so here we go my first story:
here i am. the classroom is empty. i am the only person in the room, the birds are chirping a little tune. its beautiful to listen to. i look out the window, where i see my best friend chasing onother friend of mine. i have to giggle about the idea of somthing stupid happening with those two. most of the time i am the one that has to run from them just because i was teasing them. i turn back to my paper in front of me. i had drawn a figure. i stil didn't know what to do with the clothes or the expresion that i had to give to the girl. i loved drawing so if i could i was drawing every day. but today i was struggeling. it was chaos in my head. everything was chaos on that moment. the drawing, my life and my school. it was confusing. but on that moment i knew what to draw. chaos, a girl thats stuck in chaos. i knew it. my idea for the girl. a big room around her, big bookcases with books falling out of it and a mess around her while she is a little ball in the corner. that was it. my idea. i started drawing my idea on the papers. i kept thinking it was not good enough but i kept going. until the door slammed open. 'hey goof, you need to get out of this classroom, your done with school come on lets have some fun together, and atherwise i wil drag you out of here oké ' i giggled again it was my friend that just was running from my other friend. 'oké good idea, i will come in a minute oké ' i said. she looked at me like she didn't understand what i was saying and reacted like she would always do. she walked up to me grabbed my stuff and said: if you want those back you have to catch me. before she ran away she looked at me with a smirk. 'you little devil ! i will get you!' but she was already a couple meters away from me. i shook my head and started chasing her with a big smile.
so that was it ^_^ i hope you al like it. but with a further ado. have a wonderful day everybody
so no new drawing for today (i have some sketches but they are not that good and i want you to see the drawings if they are completly finish and good for my taste ^_^
but anyway, today i thought it would be fun to do some writing to. suprise! i am a writer to. i am not the best but, i think i can make some pretty cool story's but couldn't show them to the public before or to you guys. so i desided it would be fun for me (and if you like reading for you of course to) i choose a word every day and make a little story out of it with the word as base. and mabey with the little stories that i write i can make you guys a little bit happier and bright up your day ^_^ thats the biggest reason of them al. i hope you guys like the idea. i hope i can start tomorrow and, if you want to send me a word or somthing i would happely use it ^_^ you don't have to send a word but it would be fun to get some suggestions for what you guys what to hear.
but with a further ado, i hope you all have a wonderfull day ( and atherwise i hope it wil getter better soon :3 )